When I was on my so-called 'holiday', I wanted to continue my German lessons because I had nothing to do. But in the end she wasn't free and I really had to do NOTHING! But then, my parents and I met her again at a restaurant today. She mentioned about continuing the German lesson with another teacher at the German Institute Malaysia which is actually quite far away. But the worst thing is, now that I'm having 2nd thoughts about continuing with it, my parents want me to continue with it as they think it's for my own good and it actually started last week already, so I have to start THIS SATURDAY!!
I actually feel bad about telling my parents that I actually do not want to continue anymore or at least let me settle in with my college life for a few months first only continue with my German lessons. But if i don't tell them, I'm afraid that I might end up not liking it and thinking that it's a suffering. Besides, who spends like about 3 hours (+1 hour transport... Wait, doesn't that make 4?) learning German for RM750++ for only 5 months?!
WHAT SHOULD I DO??? Either:
- I should join the German class which will start THIS Saturday and non-stop until May?
- Or I should tell my parents to forget about it and spend time doing something else?
Anyway, one's Saturday is damn precious as it's 1 of the weekend days where one can rest one's mind, heart and soul. As Sydney J. Harris once quoted,
"Our dilemma is that we hate change and love it at the same time; what we really want is for things to remain the same but get better. "
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