I currently am unable to fall asleep.
Sometimes, I have a feeling that I'm annoying and troubling other people. But then I will think back and think that I think too much. My friends usually tell me that I tend to overthink things and make them more complicated.
However, I really feel like I'm troubling the person. And I'm afraid that she'll stop being my close friend anymore. I feel like I'm taking advantage of her, and I don't ever want to feel like that towards a friend of mine.
Another part of my brain will also think that: "Hey Audrey, maybe you're overthinking it again. You know her character, so maybe she's not mad at you. You're juts making it more complicated like you usually do. Just relax and pretend as if nothing happened." Arrrggghhh! It's exactly like the angel and devil conversation now!
I have no idea who I should follow: my heart or my brain? Perhaps I should really sit down and figure it out.
XOXO,
Audrey Leow
P/s: Maybe I should get her a Hari Raya gift. My dad did tell me to get her a hamper for the celebration.
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