Driving test

See, this is why I require a blog: to help me to express all my pent up emotions!! Without my blog, I'll most probably get really depressed from not letting out all the pent up emotion. And the best part is, it's not like anyone is going to read all these posts anyway.

Anyway, today was my driving test. I had to a parking test and also a road test, which I miserably failed both. I guess for the road test, I was really nervous. I actually stalled my car 3 times I think, before the examiner asked me to change seats with him and he drove me back to the centre. To tell you the truth, I'm not really emotionally that strong. I really felt like crying that time and almost did, but managed to hold it together until we got back to the centre. I think the reason why I stalled is because I was too nervous, my legs were actually shaking the whole time, and then I think I released the clutch pedal too soon, resulting in the car stalling. I only scored a miserably 8 out of 20.

After that, I had to wait to do the parking test. At first I was worried that I might fail that too, so definitely my legs were shaking badly. So the first part was the slope test. I actually failed the first time and was asked to go down the slope and come up again, but luckily the second time I passed it, and also THANK GOD I managed to do balancing, pass the slope and pass the first part. After that, I was still very afraid, but managed to complete my parking, which was the second part. During my parking, I actually stalled the car 3 times!! But still I managed to pass the parking part, and was asked to go out and do the 3-point turn.

That's when the problem started. I actually, under stress, went into a wrong box which I thought was the box to do the 3-point turn. Then after I realised my STUPID mistake, I panicked and wondered how the hell was I going to solve the problem. However somehow MIRACULOUSLY I managed to reverse out of that spot and drive to the correct box. However, this is how I failed the test: I actually did the first turn properly without stalling the car, then did the reverse okay too (managed to reverse). Then problem arises. I was going to turn out and finish my parking test and also PASS, when... I stalled AGAIN!! Then after that automatically fail already, no second chance. Haiz, I was so going to pass and then come back next week to resit for the road test only. Now I have to come back next Monday to resit for the road test and parking test too.

So right now, my mood is not the best. Right now, I'm thinking what happens if I fail the resit next week? Then there will be no more chances for me already, since I'm going overseas soon after that.  That resit is like my last chance. Maybe that's why I asked for 4 hours of extra classes before my resit next Monday. My only problem is that I get really stress before and during the test, my legs shake, and then I can't control the pedals properly. My hands shake too and then that causes my car to stall. How do I solve this problem?